Am I a fallen Angel?

January 22nd, 2008

Index

Here is a list of all the poems I've written arranged in chronological order in which I wrote them

  1. Redemption
  2. Uncertainty
  3. The Flame
  4. The Four Elements
  5. It's Cold
  6. Set Me Free
  7. My Goddess
  8. In the Dark Once More
  9. Valentines
  10. Our Common Enemy
  11. By The Shore
  12. Once Again
  13. Your Voice
  14. Sparks
  15. Anxiety
  16. Nothing
  17. Something New
  18. Chance
  19. Battle Lust
  20. Memory
  21. My Love for You
  22. The Sheather Dagger
  23. My Foe
  24. Angel of the Goddess
  25. Tell Me
  26. My Dream
  27. I Miss You
  28. Broken Heart
  29. Angel And Goddess
  30. The Spartan Within
  31. Two Threats
  32. False Face
  33. Time
  34. This Wall
  35. Another Side
  36. The Last
  37. Goddess Light
  38. Regret
  39. My Creed
  40. Ang Patalim
  41. Faust's Path
  42. Elements
  43. The Face of Death
  44. The Angel of Death
  45. The Saving Face of Defeat
  46. The Black Flame
  47. Blade Against a Friend
  48. The Gaping Hole
  49. Atonement
  50. A Poem for Luna
  51. Gluttony
  52. Determination
  53. Elements: Hate and Pride
  54. A Broken Path
  55. Emotions of the Past
  56. I call on Azrael
  57. The Unspoken
  58. Give Sight to the Blind
  59. Put me to Sleep
  60. The Full Moon's Light
  61. Thirst
  62. Havoc and Malice
  63. A Prayer
  64. The Immature Rose
  65. New Light
  66. Three Roses
  67. A Heart's Reflection
  68. My Eyes
  69. ANGEL OF DEATH
  70. Moonlight
  71. Misguided Fire
  72. Fallen Angel
  73. New Moon
  74. Me and You
  75. Bounded to the Past
  76. Walking Alone
  77. Let Time Stop
  78. Crescent Moon
  79. The Bright Sun
  80. Dragon and I
  81. Darkness and Light
  82. Golden Blood
  83. Sword and Shield
  84. Two Faces
  85. ecinuE roF meoP A
  86. Force of Nature
  87. Seeking a Window
  88. Goddess of The Moon
  89. By Blade and Fire
  90. I Don't Want to Hurt You
  91. Finally I've Found You
  92. Shining Star
  93. The Shade of Black
  94. I Give you my Blood
  95. Your Guardian Angel
  96. You Bring them Back
  97. Seven Slashes
  98. Inextinguishable Fire
  99. Catharsis
  100. My One-Hundredth
  101. Lunar Eclipse
  102. Past Memory
  103. Past Doubts
  104. Twelve Slashes
  105. The Black Shade
  106. Your Light
  107. I Wish I Never Met You
  108. Uncertain Again
  109. Goddess of the Sky
  110. Halamang Pinagpawisan
  111. Goddess of the Full Moon
  112. Someday the Dream Will End

 

Posted by jess008 at 06:55 PM | 4 Summoned me

I Wish I Never Met You

This is related to Finally I've Found You
but now its quite the opposite


Time ago we've met
as children so innocent
Then we parted ways and never met again
I sought the day that we would meet once more

Seven years have past
and finally we met once again
I thought that this would last
but then this only lasted for seven days
you disappeared without even saying a word

You raised up my hopes
then you brought me down
It would've been better if I never met you
because now its like you never existed
There wouldn't be an empty space if you had never filled it

I met you for the first time then you disappeared
I met you the second time, raised my hopes, then vanished
My only wish, you shouldn't have shown yourself again
so I wouldn't be feeling this

Posted by jess008 at 06:45 PM in POEMS | Comment?

Uncertain Again

Uncertainty
Uncertainty
Why do you always come to me?

 Whenever I see a glimpse of hope
You would always follow
Even if I climb the highest slope
You'd always be a relentless shadow

You have always caused my fall
Thrice you have done that to me
Now on the fourth you again I see
Memories of the past again I recall

 I no longer want these memories to repeat
They were all filled with the heart's blissful deceit
These memories I can never forget
For I wasted my chances and this I regret

 I will use what I learned from the past
And make sure history doesn't repeat itself

Posted by jess008 at 05:47 PM in POEMS | 3 Summoned me

December 25th, 2007

Your Light

A time of absence gave time to calm down
A time to think deeply
The reason why I assumed those things before
This is why

The full moon in the sky
up above, up so high
With such beauty
she shines with everlasting light
A light which shines so bright
But then an eclipse would cover her face

Thoughts of you in my mind would always remain
When I'm without you I go insane
You are such to me, a guiding light
Even your words would keep me warm at night
Deprived of this would deprive me of sight
without sight, without you I would truly be lost

To see you
To walk alongside you
To be with you again
would save me from the dark

Posted by jess008 at 11:57 PM in POEMS | 1 Summoned me

December 24th, 2007

The Black Shade

Shades of black
bring me back
from whence I came
from where I lack

bring me back
bring me back
return me to the path I've lost track
take me away from what has fooled me
and return me to the shade of black

Undo what is in the past
make my memories fade away so fast

Posted by jess008 at 12:30 PM in POEMS | Comment?

December 22nd, 2007

Twenty Five Slashes

I have slashed myself twenty-five times since I started slashing...

This is the worse year of my life and this is how I'm going to end it, by slashing.


This is my worse December. December should be fun because there's my birthday, Christmas, family reunion and new year.

I didn't celebrate my birthday. I didn't even eat. Life's birthday gift to me was a broken heart and I gave myself slashes.

I don't feel the Christmas joy like I used to before as a Child.

This is my worst year ever... 

Posted by jess008 at 11:13 PM | 3 Summoned me

December 21st, 2007

A birthday

I turned 17 last December 17. Almost everyone I knew greeted me a happy birthday. That day was never happy...

Life's birthday gift to me was a broken heart 

I let that day pass just like any other day...I didn't go out...I didn't celebrate...I didn't even eat...Life sucks.... 

Posted by jess008 at 07:32 PM | Comment?

December 14th, 2007

Twelve Slashes

This is somewhat related to Seven slashes

Twelve slashes on my hand
six on my fingers
six on my arm
the first was for you
the second was for myself

The blood on my fingers
with it I wrote what I felt
I wrote with my blood
I wrote with my life
and I dedicated my life to you

Slashes on my arm
For everyday I add one more
and every slash draws nearer to my wrist
a few more days and I shall be undone
I'll only stop if something good were to come along

Posted by jess008 at 10:44 PM in POEMS | 1 Summoned me

Past Doubts

This is somehow related to Finally I've found you

Time ago we've met
as children so innocent
after then we parted ways
and never met again

after seven years I've found you
then I fell in love with you
and in the beginning, everything seemed so true
but now I don't even know what to do

There was someone in the past
She had broken me
The signs which she shown before
It is these signs I now see

I don't want history to repeat itself
I dont want to feel the same pain I felt before
What she did to me in the past
I hope you don't do the same

Posted by jess008 at 10:37 PM in POEMS | 2 Summoned me

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