Here is a list of all the poems I've written arranged in chronological order in which I wrote them

1. Redemption
2. Uncertainty
3. The Flame
4. The Four Elements
5. It's Cold
6. Set Me Free
7. My Goddess
8. In the Dark Once More
9. Valentines
10. Our Common Enemy
11. By The Shore
12. Once Again
13. Your Voice
14. Sparks
15. Anxiety
16. Nothing
17. Something New
18. Chance
19. Battle Lust
20. Memory
21. My Love for You
22. The Sheather Dagger
23. My Foe
24. Angel of the Goddess
25. Tell Me
26. My Dream
27. I Miss You
28. Broken Heart
29. Angel And Goddess
30. The Spartan Within
31. Two Threats
32. False Face
33. Time
34. This Wall
35. Another Side
36. The Last
37. Goddess Light
38. Regret
39. My Creed
40. Ang Patalim
41. Faust's Path
42. Elements
43. The Face of Death
44. The Angel of Death
45. The Saving Face of Defeat
46. The Black Flame
47. Blade Against a Friend
48. The Gaping Hole
49. Atonement
50. A Poem for Luna
51. Gluttony
52. Determination
53. Elements: Hate and Pride
54. A Broken Path
55. Emotions of the Past
56. I call on Azrael
57. The Unspoken
58. Give Sight to the Blind
59. Put me to Sleep
60. The Full Moon's Light
61. Thirst
62. Havoc and Malice
63. A Prayer
64. The Immature Rose
65. New Light
66. Three Roses
67. A Heart's Reflection
68. My Eyes
69. ANGEL OF DEATH
70. Moonlight
71. Misguided Fire
72. Fallen Angel
73. New Moon
74. Me and You
75. Bounded to the Past
76. Walking Alone
77. Let Time Stop
78. Crescent Moon
79. The Bright Sun
80. Dragon and I
81. Darkness and Light
82. Golden Blood
83. Sword and Shield
    
84. Two Faces
85. ecinuE roF meoP A
86. Force of Nature
87. Seeking a Window
88. Goddess of The Moon
89. By Blade and Fire
90. I Don't Want to Hurt You
91. Finally I've Found You
92. Shining Star
93. The Shade of Black
94. I Give you my Blood
95. Your Guardian Angel
96. You Bring them Back
97. Seven Slashes
98. Inextinguishable Fire
99. Catharsis
100. My One-Hundredth
101. Lunar Eclipse
102. Past Memory
103. Past Doubts
104. Twelve Slashes
105. The Black Shade
106. Your Light
107. I Wish I Never Met You
108. Uncertain Again
109. Goddess of the Sky
110. Halamang Pinagpawisan
111. Goddess of the Full Moon
112. Someday the Dream Will End
     

 

Time ago we've met
as children so innocent
Then we parted ways and never met again
I sought the day that we would meet once more

Seven years have past
and finally we met once again
I thought that this would last
but then this only lasted for seven days
you disappeared without even saying a word

You raised up my hopes
then you brought me down
It would've been better if I never met you
because now its like you never existed
There wouldn't be an empty space if you had never filled it

I met you for the first time then you disappeared
I met you the second time, raised my hopes, then vanished
My only wish, you shouldn't have shown yourself again
so I wouldn't be feeling this

Uncertainty
Uncertainty
Why do you always come to me?

 Whenever I see a glimpse of hope
You would always follow
Even if I climb the highest slope
You'd always be a relentless shadow

You have always caused my fall
Thrice you have done that to me
Now on the fourth you again I see
Memories of the past again I recall

 I no longer want these memories to repeat
They were all filled with the heart's blissful deceit
These memories I can never forget
For I wasted my chances and this I regret

 I will use what I learned from the past
And make sure history doesn't repeat itself

A time of absence gave time to calm down
A time to think deeply
The reason why I assumed those things before
This is why

The full moon in the sky
up above, up so high
With such beauty
she shines with everlasting light
A light which shines so bright
But then an eclipse would cover her face

Thoughts of you in my mind would always remain
When I'm without you I go insane
You are such to me, a guiding light
Even your words would keep me warm at night
Deprived of this would deprive me of sight
without sight, without you I would truly be lost

To see you
To walk alongside you
To be with you again
would save me from the dark

Shades of black
bring me back
from whence I came
from where I lack

bring me back
bring me back
return me to the path I've lost track
take me away from what has fooled me
and return me to the shade of black

Undo what is in the past
make my memories fade away so fast

I have slashed myself twenty-five times since I started slashing...

This is the worse year of my life and this is how I'm going to end it, by slashing.

This is my worse December. December should be fun because there's my birthday, Christmas, family reunion and new year.

I didn't celebrate my birthday. I didn't even eat. Life's birthday gift to me was a broken heart and I gave myself slashes.

I don't feel the Christmas joy like I used to before as a Child.

This is my worst year ever... 

I turned 17 last December 17. Almost everyone I knew greeted me a happy birthday. That day was never happy...

Life's birthday gift to me was a broken heart 

I let that day pass just like any other day...I didn't go out...I didn't celebrate...I didn't even eat...Life sucks.... 

This is somewhat related to Seven slashes

Twelve slashes on my hand
six on my fingers
six on my arm
the first was for you
the second was for myself

The blood on my fingers
with it I wrote what I felt
I wrote with my blood
I wrote with my life
and I dedicated my life to you

Slashes on my arm
For everyday I add one more
and every slash draws nearer to my wrist
a few more days and I shall be undone
I'll only stop if something good were to come along

Currently feeling: SAD

This is somehow related to Finally I've found you

Time ago we've met
as children so innocent
after then we parted ways
and never met again

after seven years I've found you
then I fell in love with you
and in the beginning, everything seemed so true
but now I don't even know what to do

There was someone in the past
She had broken me
The signs which she shown before
It is these signs I now see

I don't want history to repeat itself
I dont want to feel the same pain I felt before
What she did to me in the past
I hope you don't do the same

Currently feeling: sad